I am feeling gloomy since yesterday evening. There's no need to deny the fact. It was a bad decision to bring myself to the forbidden space. i should've known better but i better admit that i wasn't as strong as how i'd like people to perceive me. I have my moments of falling down hard.
It was the tears i shed after 4months.
No regret, no wishful thinking, nothing of that. i've always known where do i stand and prepared for the worst.
Hanya rasa sayu yang ada. sedih juga mungkin.
I need words of comfort.