Thursday, September 10, 2009

Incoherent Part II

I imagine myself in KL. Clad in my casual attire, enjoying breakfast at mamak...driving myself to the shopping mall...lost myself in the crowd....and feel good.

I imagine myself having gala time with my fellow girls at the waterfall..Farina, will the day after reunion be a good timing for our dugong session? unless if i go earlier in October..

When "bad" things happen to "good" people, it's often because they want to become even better teachers, guides, and helpers to those precious souls who will one day need them to be their rock.
Plus, today's bad is always tomorrow's boon, no matter who you are, no matter what has happened, and no matter how weak the coffee was.


I have been having mixed conversation in my head lately. It's like two different personality is trying to tell me what should i say and think. That's why you would see me in two different mood in a split second. I tried to let the fairy personality take charge of me but sometimes the evil one managed to abduct my mind.

I hope it's not a losing battle.

It doesn't matter that the road's been rough, that you now have challenges, or that uncertainties loom on the horizon.

None of these change the fact that for every thought you think today, worlds will come tumbling into existence. For every word you speak, legions will be called into action. And for every step you take, matter will be drawn from the ether.
After almost 6 months has passed, i realise that i am now at peace with the past. Whatever being 'shouted' to my face no longer bother me. I'm glad i have outgrown that childish episode in my life. I also see no harm for a new start but i dont think it will ever happen, anyway. So, i'll just leave it at that but with a better tone.

That's what forgive and forget really means, isnt it?

Living the life of your dreams is a lot like sailing.

You pick your destination, hoist up your sail, make minor adjustments while the journey is underway, and let the wind do all the hard work.

In other words, imagine the end result, do what little you can, make minor adjustments while the journey is underway, and let me blow your mind.



~Am said...

ok...memang incoherent...

nak ikut main waterfall..

peonate said...

mak buyung boleh main waterfall tak?? :)

Anonymous said...

bon, i seriously think u should take the medication before it's too late..
-huhu- still in good mood after a success retail therapy-

yatt said...

Ambol: i have so much to share and keep to myself at the same time..

ok, jom mandi sungai ramai2..

Peonate: alamakk, saya taktahu..sila tanya suami jomlah pergi picnic sama2.rindu kat ko!

Bon:if, IF there's Incoherent part III, then pass me the drug..

hafizahmaha said...

aaah... pretty incoherent. macam flights of ideas pon ye jugak. how to decipher you mind?

umie, kalau obat kau boleh meng-shut up-kan kepala hotak aku, aku pon nak jugak.

yatt said...

fizah: am i??

nah, we'd do better than the drugs. let's go for a drive up somewhere..

f a r i n a said...

lepas gath huh?

sounds good to me, sila jangan terlalu sakan bergossip hingga tak tidur mlm, nanti byang ada cuma dugong2 pingsan bergolek di tepi sungai.


~Am said...

hmmm...aku sampai 6th Nov malam for the gath thing...nanti aku nak crash rumah sesapela...then 7th aku plan nak check in kat berjaya, dekat kan nak gi melia from there? sesapa nak crash bilik tu, crashla....the next day...mendugong b4 balik....huhu